Take one down, break it or give it away.. Doesn't really matter now.  It's just a phase it's just

game.. Sometimes the plans you make are the mistakes and it all turns out the same...

Days die but we're gonna live forever, Days die but we'll go on together. Days die but we're gonna live, we're gonna live, we're gonna live forever.....

-The Red West-

I would like to go back and start at the  beginning... Well sort of the beginning.. The beginning of where I am now.. If that makes sense... Which I'm sure it doesn't... But here it goes...   First I found Ryan at the club..  Yes I found HIM!  He owned the dance floor.. He was so damn cute...  I knew he was the one all the way back then..   He kissed me and it was all over.

So that's where it all started! NOW fast forward 5 years... Ryan proposed! He had this special night planned and it was amazing.. It was a sunday (March 4th to be exact!) and it was Ryan's last night in town, he was leaving to Puerto Rico the following morning for work. He took me to Biaggi's and it was delicious, he was so jittery and I couldn't figure out why but it was so damn cute! Afterwards Ryan drove me to Temple Square in downtown Salt Lake. He parked the car and then walked me around the corner where a horse drawn carriage was waiting for us! We were taken all  around downtown and up memory grove in  the carriage and it was so romantic. It was so amazing and perfect!  After that we walked back to the car it started raining on us, he hugged me so tight and said "Do you love me?" and I said "OF COURSE!"and he said "How much?" I said "So much!!!" (I truly didn't think a proposal was on it's way to me!)  He walked me to my side of the car and then got down on one knee. My heart dropped into my stomach and I immediately started to cry. He was so nervous that he hugged me around my legs then he pulled out the ring and he was crying and it was so sweet. He asked if I would marry him and I screamed "YES" before he could even finish his question! It was like a dream.. It was perfect and amazing...

This is at my moms just after, I am all matted down from the rain.. A great picture nonetheless. I mean I have my engagement ring on for the 1st time!!!

AND THEN THE REAL FUN BEGAN!!!!!!!!!!!

The wedding planning!!!! There is SO much that would bore you so I won't get into that but I will tell you about my AMAZING shower..

I had all of the fabulous ladies in my life around me. All my favorites from work all of my family and my closest friends. It was so much fun! My best friends, my mom and my aunts held it in my honor at my moms house and they did such an awesome job! My friends are the best friends a girl could have.. I know you are jealous ;*)...

Angie Me & Mandie

A.K.A. 3 of Hearts!

Mandie Me Angie Sasha Alexis Kallie and Vonea

So we had games! They were so much fun. And some WONDERFUL food! thanks to my mama. And then we got to open gifts and I got some pretty sweet stuff!  Angie and Mandie got us a 3 of hearts day at Sanctuary spa! We got Massages and pedicures AND facials.. It was so relaxing and amazing.

At the end Ryan showed up and kissed all of my bows off of me!

A Perfect ending to a perfect day...